Saturday, July 3, 2010

No More Ecstasy

if i have an emotional connection
with you
and i haven't written in some days
it's because i need to let
my emotions settle down
they've been so extreme
that my stomach is ill again

i can't even allow myself
to listen to ecstatic music
until things are settled down

so, i don't want to feel
any emotions right now
bad or good
because both are too extreme
and become hard to handle

well i never want to feel bad emotions
but emotions in any extreme
are sometimes too powerful

anyway if i haven't written
as a good pen pal should
please be patient and know
that i am thinking about you
and i will write again when
things are back to normal
but most importantly
i'm sorry for hurting your feelings

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