Sunday, May 23, 2010

I Wanna Know

Is our world dying?

Our Home

I cry for the sea.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Ryan

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Empty

I think I am partially to blame for my friend's suicide yesterday.

For weeks I tried offering him a little bit of comfort.

But I didn't respond to all his needs.

He sent me emails that I didn't respond to.

He reached out to me but I was too much in my own head.

The phone call I got yesterday sent me to my knees.

I know all the nice people are going to try to tell me I'm not to blame, and I appreciate that, but let's be real. I could have done more.

My words of wisdom weren't enough. I could have done more. I could have been more attentive.

I think I am done with words of wisdom.