Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Double Vision

I know I've stayed up too late when I misread something.

Someone's Facebook status said, "Main goal for today...", but I read it as "MAN goal for today..."


Monday, August 30, 2010

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Tuesday, August 24, 2010


I am now separated from my husband.

In 60 days I will have my maiden name back.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Life and Love

I am signing a lease on an apartment today.

Good things are happening.

Life and love are two good things to have that I had forgotten about for years.

I really owe the Universe for this, big time.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Good News

I'm really liking the direction my life is going in now.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Life Changes Step One

going apartment shopping tomorrow

one of the first steps

on my way to being


Friday, August 13, 2010

i fucking love my M*****

'nuff said!

It Begins...

I will be a free woman in just a matter of days....


Escape from the birdcage....I never imagined possible until now....

This little bird is gonna fly....

Thursday, August 12, 2010


love does funny things...

makes you not want to eat...

makes you unable to sleep...

consumes your every thought...

this is not like me at all....

and yet it is more me than anything else ever....

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


i don't wear dresses,
but if i did,
i'd wear this one

Guns N' Roses - November Rain

SIRENIA - The Path To Decay

Avantasia - Lost In Space

"Secret World" from Ronan Hardiman

Communication - Solas CD - STEREO - Humphrey Bogart - Hardiman, Dowdall

Enya "The Memory Of The Trees"

Fiona Apple - "Across The Universe"

Symphony of Science - 'Our Place in the Cosmos' (ft. Sagan, Dawkins, Kak...

Dr Quantum - Flatland

Fibonacci Numbers

Monday, August 9, 2010

The Next Time I Fall - Peter Cetera and Amy Grant (Original Music Video)

Who Cares

i will be the court jester...
the laughing stock...
the subject of much gossip.

and i won't even care.

i don't even care now.

who does?

Peter Gabriel & Kate Bush -Don't Give Up

the title of this song
is something i could really use right now

...but i love the video....
...two lovers hugging and holding each other...
.very sweet.

Kate Bush - An Architect's Dream

lovin' her music....

....lovin' my lover

Fickle Woman!!!

when i go into stimulation overload,

i shut my blog down for a while

then the next morning i regret it

Saturday, August 7, 2010

It Took 32 Years

nice to finally know what love is
...nice to know i can let someone in...
...someone i want to be in me....
...someone i would want to bake cookies for....
.....and there isn't anyone else alive i'd want to bake cookies for....
....chocolate chip cookies... to see him smile

Thursday, August 5, 2010

The Law of Attraction

I'm supposed to be in bed....

but I wanted to say....

thank you, Universe...

thank you, God.


Wednesday, August 4, 2010

The View From Here

This is where I am right now:

And this is what I see:

The view from here is.....

Thank You

i am the luckiest woman alive

Another Dream

i had another dream about you.

i woke myself up because i was laughing with joy in my sleep.

Frou Frou: holding out for a hero with lyrics

Only Time....

i will be with you

Sting - A Thousand Years


i don't understand it...
...not even my own.

No Escape

i'm just going to come right out and say it.

i am deeply in love.

so deep, that there isn't a rope or ladder that could reach far enough to get me out.

i don't even know why i try.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


...she wants love
she wants pain
she wants warmth
..is she insane?


she only wants
to feel....
...to no longer fear
not feeling....
..and she's discovered
she does....feel....

she's come to a crossing...
...two roads...
...with no signs...

she doesn't know
which way to go
...so she'll just sit
where the roads meet...
...if only for a while.

Monday, August 2, 2010

He Leaves a Trail of Breadcrumbs for me

...don't need
to go running back to safety...
...because i am safe...

...no need to grasp
for old familiar faces
to find comfort....

...the only face
that won't let me down
is guiding me home

...all i have to do
...is follow...
...follow him...

come to pappa

Love Story - Fearless - Taylor Swift (with lyrics)[HQ]

Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply with Lyrics !!

Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You (Lyrics)

Dido- Thank You + Lyrics

I belong to you lyrics by Muse

Nobody Does it Better -1977 - Carly Simon

Ozzy Osbourne-Dreamer


the one that gave me breath
is living flesh and bone

it ticks

i wait
i work


makes it all worth it

and then...
i will be home.

Sunday, August 1, 2010


It's OK.

I know what reality is...
...and where my place is
within that reality.