Thursday, February 5, 2009

Sticking Together

All that apathy that I was worried about, and the weird full-headed feeling I was having culminated into a big migraine that lasted all of yesterday evening and night well into this morning. I've never had a migraine before now, but I think all the weird feelings I've been having were being caused by whatever was going on inside my head. Now the migraine is gone and I feel better. Now that I think about it, all that sensitivity I was experiencing to light could also be explained by this.

Some of my friends are experiencing rough times lately, mostly depression and also another is experiencing some spiritual doubt. Cookiemouse mentioned that some of his friends are going through rough times. I am wondering if this harsh winter weather is to blame. It has been unrelenting. Also, the condition of the world's economy is no doubt playing a big role.

I think the whole world is going through a depression, and I'm not talking about just an economical depression; I'm talking about an emotional depression.

It's important that we all stick together through this. I know I'm carrying around a lot of my own negative energy - and possibly spreading it (I hope not) - but I think there is light at the end of the tunnel.

Sorry for the false alarm, and sorry for pushing away anyone that I pushed away. I am not giving up. By the way, if I ever really do stop posting to this blog, I won't close it down.

I love you all. You're always here for me, and you accept me as I am in spite of some serious flaws. To me, that is unconditional love and friendship. I want you to know that I'll always be here for you, too.


raymond said...

I'll say those are serious. If you get much more flawed you will out-rank even me.

Sophia said...

I haven't seen any of your flaws, yet. Or, maybe you just don't make yours as public as I make mine. :)

NinRose said...

I'm so glad you've returned! I had a feeling you would. I had faith. :)

Sophia said...

Nin, I don't think I could live without the blogging community. :) My existence would be very sad indeed if it ever came down to that.

Sometimes I panic when I'm feeling bad. I always think it's going to last forever.