Sunday, November 16, 2008

By Now You Know I'm Strange

I am so full of love right now that I think I might explode or erupt like a volcano.

I am not manic, though by these words one might assume I am, and it's true, I am labeled "bipolar", but no one can visibly see everything that is moving around inside of me. I appear calm, quiet. I'm sitting still yet inside there is a loud party going on. It's a big celebration. I'm celebrating the burning, the desire, the hunger, the love.

I feel so much HUNGER to know things. There are so many PATHS for me to take, on which I may find words to describe what this is, more labels. I am overwhelmed with curiosity to know more about THIS. I want to LEARN and I want to GROW, and I wish I could shout out to the world, "Hey, you should try THIS flavor of ice cream!"

Is there anyone out there that is blissed out about what is?

Is there anyone out there that is obsessed, like I am obsessed?

I am delighted to be suffering. I am a masochist!

It is called MONOMANIA. Check this out: Monomania = Mono-mania. Mono = ONE.

I just had to get that out. It reads like the words of insanity. A few years ago, before I became a "seeker", if I had read these words on someone else's blog I would have thought, "This person is a little strange."

I know I'm strange, but I have a Friend. Others are too normal to notice their Friend. Maybe by letting a little strangeness into their lives they'll see they're not alone.

We're all mutual Friends.


Anonymous said...

Hello Sophia,

How inspiring! Love is delicious. Everything is delicious when the lights are on.

Cookiemouse said...

Strangeness is cool!

goatman said...

You are not strange. I knew strange. Strange was my friend . . .

I sent you an e-mail about election day. Please let me know if you received it or not. "Or not" I will send it over again.

klaus s said...

i am
i am

a new creation
standing on the edge of inifinity
ready to walk paths not yet created

Sophia said...



Sophia said...


Your mouse is winking at me.

Sophia said...

Hi Goatman,

I guess it depends on what you mean by "strange".

Yes, I have received your email. I am very sorry; it appears I read it and let it sit in my inbox without responding to it. I've been really bad about that. Thank you for the reminder; I will go back to it.

Sophia said...


Are you a mind-reader?

"ready to walk paths not yet created"

I was going to explain myself to someone just a little while ago by saying that I am a pathfinder, or a trailblazer. But then I felt to do so was to sound self-important so I just kept my mouth shut.

Either you are a mind-reader or I've just experienced synchronicity again. Maybe it is both.

I really like your words. I'm going to read your blog.

Anonymous said...


Rob said...

Beautiful Blog,
Precious Posts...

Thank You!

Rob (fka... LesMAN!A) ;)