Thursday, July 10, 2008

Dream Date July 10, 2008

I was sitting on the floor looking up at my old best friend from high school; she was sitting on the couch. We were saying to each other that it would make us feel young again to be as immature as we once were together.

Later I'm in a kitchen. There is something on top of the fridge that emits some type of scented mist, except this misty bubble sort of hangs around the air like a ghost - it just floats -, and the jar it emits from has some sort of tiny moving piece of metal that changes shapes all on its own, without any electricity or anything.

I notice the water in the sink is running, so I turn it off.

My mom's ex boyfriend, who was like a second father to me growing up, sprayed my face with water from a hose in the kitchen. He startled me, as I wasn't expecting to see him.

60 comments:

Siegfried said...

Age regression?

Siegfried said...

I used to experiment with age regression. Just to re-live past tantric experiences. I had lots of fun.
Maybe I should try Cyber-sex. ;>)

Siegfried said...

But I'm feeling guilty about it. I could be or would be wasting my time. Especially if I get addicted.

Siegfried said...

What do you think? ;>)

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Siegfried said...

What's going on? Sophia, wake up!

Sophia said...

I'm fine.

How are you doing? What time is it there? It's 11:45am here.

Siegfried said...

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Siegfried said...

Just to wake you up. I stole it from someplace. It's a bit too early.

Siegfried said...

What's next$

Sophia said...

You tease me. ;)

But thank you.

I appreciate it.

Is that how you feel?

Siegfried said...

I have a girlfriend. And she is very serious. I made a promise.
We have lots of synchronicities. Wierd.
I just left her so I could be with you. I told her.

Sophia said...

You left a "real" girlfriend for someone you only get to talk to online?

Siegfried said...

She's online too. But don't worry. She knows what I'm doing.
Well, I'm really a bit tired, hungry and sleepy.

Sophia said...

I hope I didn't cause a problem between the two of you. I have no intentions of breaking anyone up. But I am flattered you thought of me that way.

If you're going to sleep, have good dreams.

Siegfried said...

I went back to reassure her.
So, what's up? What are you planning to do?
Is anything bothering you?

Sophia said...

I'm fine, thanks for asking.

Are you OK? You don't normally ask questions.

Siegfried said...

It's good you got rid of some posts. You'll never know.

Siegfried said...

Boring day, isn't it? I couldn't wait to get to my girl.

Sophia said...

Yeah. It was all my fault. The girl that inhabits my body acted out.

Is your girlfriend the one that is going to be a journalist and illustrator?

Sophia said...

Boring? No, I wouldn't say so. I think today is as good a day as any.

You're bored while talking to me? :(

Siegfried said...

Something like it. Almost.
She's got lots of talents. And great ideas.

Sophia said...

What kind of synchronicities do you have with her?

Siegfried said...

No, not at all. I'm just in a bit in a hurry. I thought you were in some trouble.

Sophia said...

That's very kind of you. No, I'm not in any kind of trouble.

Are you?

Siegfried said...

Meatloaf, Let it be, Hey Jude. She probably picked it up. She's got some mind powers too. ;>)

Sophia said...

What about Strawberry Fields?

Siegfried said...

No, not at all. A bit dreamy, I guess.

Sophia said...

One that happened for me yesterday was "Make it Better".

Sophia said...

Remember Uriah Heep, "Wake up the Sleeper". So, sleepy-head, you're not yawning on me, are you?

Siegfried said...

Strawberry Fields? I was thinking about it:
"Nothing is real, and nothing to get hung about."

Sophia said...

For real... I hope no one hangs me. :)

Siegfried said...

What about it?

Siegfried said...

Don't be afraid. Everything's gonna be all right.

Sophia said...

Well, if you're falling asleep on me, I need to Wake Up the Sleeper. :) How about... a splash of cold water on the face?

Sophia said...

Everything is alright. :)

The sun is out.

Siegfried said...

You know what, there's a lot of things going thru my head. But it doesn't seem to bother me. I'm almost multi-tasking.

Sophia said...

What's going through your head?

You are having racing thoughts?

You want to start off by telling me one thing that is going through your head?

Siegfried said...

Yeah, I hate to leave you alone. But I need to grab a bite. First I have to fix something quick.

Sophia said...

There's no one here, but I am not alone.

Are you?

What are you going to fix? Something broken or something to eat?

Siegfried said...

Catch you later!

Sophia said...

OK. I hope you'll be back.

I'll be gone shopping later, so if you look for me and I'm not here, don't worry.

Have fun, bye.

Sophia said...

This is an interesting read:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart_%28symbol%29

Sophia said...

I tried drinking again tonight.

Guilt, sorrow, tear in the beer.

But it's not beer.

I was hoping it would stop thoughts.

Sophia said...

Thoughts that keep repeating themselves over and over again.

Siegfried said...

Don't try to stop the thoughts. Just keep observing them. Neutralize them if you will. By asserting yourself. Silently. Like: I don't care. I don't mind.
Try this: Nothing is real. And nothing to get hung about.
Or try humming. Or whistling.
Or just observe your breath without controlling it.