I had a terrible dream last night. As usual I do not remember any details, but I was being tortured by some leaders and members of a church because I was a Rosicrucian.
One scientific way of looking at dreams is that they are trash being thrown away while your mind sorts out what is useful and what is not during sleep. Thus studying dreams may be studying trash, which realy isn't very productive.
You have to remember that what we Think, Say or Do becomes actual Creations. Your "old self" will not die and this tells me you have not accepted your old self into your New Circle.
When your old "self" feels discarded or left out, it responds in this way. It attacks.
It is your old Ideals trying to re-conquer you. You must come to an Understanding and form an Agreement. Explain to your old self why it was better for All that you became Rosicrucian. Be willing to listen to your 'old self' as long as there is an agreement that you are not going back. Your old Ideals can sometimes provide valuable Counsel, so be measured in your responses.
Your own past feels "destroyed" by your Future. Love conquers All, so do not be mad or disgusted at your old Ideals. Love them and conquer them.
Sophia, Maybe some part of you is afraid of sharing your thougths and feelings with your community? Do you fear being misjudged because of your spiritual beliefs? I would suggest you to analyze what this dream is telling you about yourself. It is not about others, it is only about YOU. All the best, Boris
i'm Rosicrucian as well, but i couldn't really give a flying rat's butt about what the Church thinks. i'm all for the progression of personal enlightenment
Maybe your anxiety is caused by having a blog which you're unable to show proper attention to and you're subconsciously thinking that you should delete it as you've done with previous blogs???
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I told you so!
The Catholic Church don't use much torture anymore, at least not physically. Now they focus on sexual abuse ...
Those sort of dreams are awful aren't they?
Dreams reflect different sides of ourselves...so the dream seems to be telling you that you torture yourself...at least that's one interpretation.
One scientific way of looking at dreams is that they are trash being thrown away while your mind sorts out what is useful and what is not during sleep. Thus studying dreams may be studying trash, which realy isn't very productive.
But then again, maybe not. Who can be sure of anything nowadays???
You have to remember that what we Think, Say or Do becomes actual Creations.
Your "old self" will not die and this tells me you have not accepted your old self into your New Circle.
When your old "self" feels discarded or left out, it responds in this way. It attacks.
It is your old Ideals trying to re-conquer you. You must come to an Understanding and form an Agreement. Explain to your old self why it was better for All that you became Rosicrucian. Be willing to listen to your 'old self' as long as there is an agreement that you are not going back.
Your old Ideals can sometimes provide valuable Counsel, so be measured in your responses.
Your own past feels "destroyed" by your Future. Love conquers All, so do not be mad or disgusted at your old Ideals. Love them and conquer them.
So Mote It Be!!!
Sophia,
Maybe some part of you is afraid of sharing your thougths and feelings with your community?
Do you fear being misjudged because of your spiritual beliefs?
I would suggest you to analyze what this dream is telling you about yourself. It is not about others, it is only about YOU.
All the best,
Boris
@V
I really wish you'd turn on your comments! You comment on other peoples blogs...but we can't comment on yours??? *sigh* hey how r u?
hi sophia
i need to do research on the Rosicrucian...i have no idea what it is...sounds interesting though...;-)
V...turn your comments on...
i'm Rosicrucian as well, but i couldn't really give a flying rat's butt about what the Church thinks. i'm all for the progression of personal enlightenment
Hello Sophia,
Maybe the dream is caused by fear that your father will not approve of your activities.
Mossy
Maybe your anxiety is caused by having a blog which you're unable to show proper attention to and you're subconsciously thinking that you should delete it as you've done with previous blogs???
You said that you keep this blog because people download your audio book from here, so I stand corrected.
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