I was sitting on the floor looking up at my old best friend from high school; she was sitting on the couch. We were saying to each other that it would make us feel young again to be as immature as we once were together.
Later I'm in a kitchen. There is something on top of the fridge that emits some type of scented mist, except this misty bubble sort of hangs around the air like a ghost - it just floats -, and the jar it emits from has some sort of tiny moving piece of metal that changes shapes all on its own, without any electricity or anything.
I notice the water in the sink is running, so I turn it off.
My mom's ex boyfriend, who was like a second father to me growing up, sprayed my face with water from a hose in the kitchen. He startled me, as I wasn't expecting to see him.
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Age regression?
I used to experiment with age regression. Just to re-live past tantric experiences. I had lots of fun.
Maybe I should try Cyber-sex. ;>)
But I'm feeling guilty about it. I could be or would be wasting my time. Especially if I get addicted.
What do you think? ;>)
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What's going on? Sophia, wake up!
I'm fine.
How are you doing? What time is it there? It's 11:45am here.
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Just to wake you up. I stole it from someplace. It's a bit too early.
What's next$
You tease me. ;)
But thank you.
I appreciate it.
Is that how you feel?
I have a girlfriend. And she is very serious. I made a promise.
We have lots of synchronicities. Wierd.
I just left her so I could be with you. I told her.
You left a "real" girlfriend for someone you only get to talk to online?
She's online too. But don't worry. She knows what I'm doing.
Well, I'm really a bit tired, hungry and sleepy.
I hope I didn't cause a problem between the two of you. I have no intentions of breaking anyone up. But I am flattered you thought of me that way.
If you're going to sleep, have good dreams.
I went back to reassure her.
So, what's up? What are you planning to do?
Is anything bothering you?
I'm fine, thanks for asking.
Are you OK? You don't normally ask questions.
It's good you got rid of some posts. You'll never know.
Boring day, isn't it? I couldn't wait to get to my girl.
Yeah. It was all my fault. The girl that inhabits my body acted out.
Is your girlfriend the one that is going to be a journalist and illustrator?
Boring? No, I wouldn't say so. I think today is as good a day as any.
You're bored while talking to me? :(
Something like it. Almost.
She's got lots of talents. And great ideas.
What kind of synchronicities do you have with her?
No, not at all. I'm just in a bit in a hurry. I thought you were in some trouble.
That's very kind of you. No, I'm not in any kind of trouble.
Are you?
Meatloaf, Let it be, Hey Jude. She probably picked it up. She's got some mind powers too. ;>)
What about Strawberry Fields?
No, not at all. A bit dreamy, I guess.
One that happened for me yesterday was "Make it Better".
Remember Uriah Heep, "Wake up the Sleeper". So, sleepy-head, you're not yawning on me, are you?
Strawberry Fields? I was thinking about it:
"Nothing is real, and nothing to get hung about."
For real... I hope no one hangs me. :)
What about it?
Don't be afraid. Everything's gonna be all right.
Well, if you're falling asleep on me, I need to Wake Up the Sleeper. :) How about... a splash of cold water on the face?
Everything is alright. :)
The sun is out.
You know what, there's a lot of things going thru my head. But it doesn't seem to bother me. I'm almost multi-tasking.
What's going through your head?
You are having racing thoughts?
You want to start off by telling me one thing that is going through your head?
Yeah, I hate to leave you alone. But I need to grab a bite. First I have to fix something quick.
There's no one here, but I am not alone.
Are you?
What are you going to fix? Something broken or something to eat?
Catch you later!
OK. I hope you'll be back.
I'll be gone shopping later, so if you look for me and I'm not here, don't worry.
Have fun, bye.
This is an interesting read:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart_%28symbol%29
I tried drinking again tonight.
Guilt, sorrow, tear in the beer.
But it's not beer.
I was hoping it would stop thoughts.
Thoughts that keep repeating themselves over and over again.
Don't try to stop the thoughts. Just keep observing them. Neutralize them if you will. By asserting yourself. Silently. Like: I don't care. I don't mind.
Try this: Nothing is real. And nothing to get hung about.
Or try humming. Or whistling.
Or just observe your breath without controlling it.
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