tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post203088700709687716..comments2023-11-30T17:58:04.766-05:00Comments on Visions of the World: Gateway Experience Journal April 9, 2007Sophiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-68778270666783102262007-04-10T12:27:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:27:00.000-04:00Nope, I'm just plain ole boring me. No ideas. I ...Nope, I'm just plain ole boring me. No ideas. I don't know what use I serve if I have no ideas. The only thing I can think of is that maybe someday down the road another lost soul will find my blog and say, "Hey, I can use this information because I need a friend who has been down this road before."Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-49181042454194579392007-04-10T12:24:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:24:00.000-04:00Have fun! I mean find out what you can do with you...Have fun! I mean find out what you can do with your ideas. Have you any BIG IDEAS?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-56688139863606752762007-04-10T12:20:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:20:00.000-04:00I'm stuck between looking for something and knowin...I'm stuck between looking for something and knowing that there is nothing for me to find. Between the two, I am torn. Something deep inside of me says there is something to find, yet everyone says that there is really no one doing the looking and not only that, but that there is nothing to find!Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-10371494579911012842007-04-10T12:17:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:17:00.000-04:00Oh I'm sorry, I thought you said the ego is evil.W...Oh I'm sorry, I thought you said the ego is evil.<BR/><BR/>What is it veiling? You'll never find anything in there. Just silence.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-81829536200340356182007-04-10T12:13:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:13:00.000-04:00Don't fight it. You'll never win. Just let it be. ...Don't fight it. You'll never win. Just let it be. Then it can't do anything.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-82447687358222242252007-04-10T12:07:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:07:00.000-04:00It's really called "ego-death". What I am is alre...It's really called "ego-death". What I am is already there, it's just the ego is a veil.Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-80182698498485789312007-04-10T12:04:00.000-04:002007-04-10T12:04:00.000-04:00Suicide? Nah, you can't possibly do that. It's too...Suicide? Nah, you can't possibly do that. It's too dangerous! LOL!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-24279320798781705732007-04-10T11:58:00.000-04:002007-04-10T11:58:00.000-04:00LOL The point is, supposedly, to get rid of the e...LOL The point is, supposedly, to get rid of the ego.Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-73307498605690933722007-04-10T11:57:00.000-04:002007-04-10T11:57:00.000-04:00Ego me, ego you!Ego me, ego you!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-35523075940051987032007-04-10T11:53:00.000-04:002007-04-10T11:53:00.000-04:00The thing that's wrong with chatter is that it fee...The thing that's wrong with chatter is that it feeds my ego. I think the problem started with "I think therefore I am."Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17614379407950514628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-774466492822422182007-04-10T11:42:00.000-04:002007-04-10T11:42:00.000-04:00I should have read this before I answered your koa...I should have read this before I answered your koan. But never mind.<BR/>Let your matter be. What's the chatter? Anything wrong with it? I LOVE CHATTER! Chatter, chatter, chatter. And more chatter. Monkey me, monkey you!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-92065073425199205982007-04-10T10:55:00.000-04:002007-04-10T10:55:00.000-04:00Thank you, Mark, for all the motivation that you h...Thank you, Mark, for all the motivation that you have bestowed upon me today in my moments of gloom and doubt. :)<BR/><BR/>To be honest, I don't want to give up my inner child. She is very much a part of me and if I give her up, I would lose all that I know to be me. I can accept the beyond-the-normal sensitivities that I have because of her, just so I can hang on to love, wonder, trust and happiness.<BR/><BR/>Thank you, Mark. You, too, are a wonderful soul. I will continue seeking the answers. :)Sophiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12988429133719659700noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7069115106901769901.post-49895814653841248072007-04-10T10:15:00.000-04:002007-04-10T10:15:00.000-04:00Interesting that your therapist told you that you ...Interesting that your therapist told you that you are emotionaly like a child. I would want to know what she meant by that. What about her view of you, made her say that. <BR/>To love, to live in wonder, to be happy, to trust can all be cosidered child like. Many adults do tend to beat these things out of a child because they do not see them as traits associated with an adult. <BR/>The truth is, most adults long to be child like, they seek the child like emotions that I described.<BR/>I would not get upset by what you therapist said. This is her viewpoint from where she is in life.<BR/>Continue on your spiritual path. You are a wonderful soul, a seeker. The answers you seek are near.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com